I'm not sure how I got home last night. My memories are only fragmentary, but I still remember saying a few truly awful things, which only makes me more nervous about what I can't recall. I don't know what it is about school here, but I haven't drank in moderation since I came - I'm either stone sober or fall-down drunk. That's really not okay. I'm worried.
I'm writing this down here so I'll remeber, and hold myself to these words. No alcohol for a month. We can talk about this again on October 18, and we'll see if it's just the start of school, or if i should just give up drinking all together.
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